Maybe, all these while, I didn't even phase out from it at all.

Cheers to 2000 pageviews! Thank you all human, spam bots and passerbys. This totally made my day! :D

Crazy things happen and they always happen with a reason. Treat is as a test and hope for the best. Maybe the experience will slightly change my life, but it will never change me totally. The spirit in me will never stop trying to make me awesome.  :)

Time to reflect.

I think the worst feeling I ever had is when my heart starts aching terribly when I think about stuff that I shouldn't have even think of. It's bad. Real bad. I have to like pause for 5 secs to regain my composure and then it's ok. Haiz why do I always inflict these kinds of damages to myself. Maybe it's a sign that I worry too much or even worst, deluding myself from the obvious fact that it already happened. Cmon Aziz, what done is already done, fight for the future. No one would understand it, except yourself. I hope this doesn't keep repeating at random times during the day.

Sometimes you fail to take care of yourself while in the midst of helping others. I think that's what I'm facing right now. So many people's problems settled except mine. Being too helpful and caring is bad. Or is that the wrong thing to say?

Terukir di bintang, tak akan hilang, cintaku padamu.

Nice song with lyrics that really mean a lot.

Malay songs are the best.

July's already here and I still act like nothing is happening. Such a wrong time to be relaxing. MST results show that I am in fact the last in the rat race. Well, that is demoralising because I used to be the top and *snap* suddenly you're behind all of your peers. Some motivation could be good right now but I think I'm really getting none right now so yeah, that sucks. Self-motivation is all I have but without self discipline, it's pointless. Time to get back to square one. I hope there's less distractions this time round.