Think happy, be happy! :)

How do you achieve total happiness?

Ever since the incident that happened to my dad while he was in Korea, his arm has been injured until now. Really sad to find out that his tendon at the shoulder was torn and there's no chance of healing back. So he just needs to take care of it and maybe go for therapy. Mum told me that it's now time to take the role of my father in time to come. I still need time to adjust but I have to do it at an even faster pace. I hope I can do it well. :/

Now I know why he hated me. I was never a smart friend to begin with. And because I was nice to everybody.

Some people are just meant to be best friends and nothing more.

I seem to have forgotten how to do it. This is the problem of being comfortable with something for too long. You forget the basics. I guess I have to restart from square one. It's gonna be a long road ahead.

Technology never fails to cheer me up in the darkest of times. It has this unexplainable feeling and I really hope it keeps cheering me up in the future. C'mon, people can be obsessed with anything. So mine is tech. Nuff said. :)

It's time to call good game. How long can the nuker last against a late game hero? It's about time Razor. About time.

Watched The Perks Of Being A Wallflower just now. I must say, it is really a good movie. It shows a story of how someone can overcome his shyness and also his past to be a better person by making friends along the way. The romance between Charlie and Same was really unique. Love these lines from the movie too "We accept the love we think we deserve" and this "We are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them"

Why is the situation I am in now is strangely familiar? It's like I have been through 3 cycles of this before with each of them greater than the previous. A maximum point or minimum point will happen vice-versa and then back to normal. :/

Why are you so mysterious yet charming? Maybe that's your specialty. Hope to see you around again someday. :)

Abandonment is seriously frowned upon in the community. The punishment is to be in a low-priority pool till the system decides to reinstate you back to your usual position. Scary much.

Well, tomorrow's the day! A new term awaits! It's a new Aziz man. jeng jeng jeng. hmm what other things to blog about before the busyness take over me? oh yes, the analysing thingy I promised myself. Looking at the situation, I feel that there's nothing much I can do though. Better to leave now and wait for something to materialize.  Meh. Alright, have a good day y'all! :)

Today's ruqyah workshop really opened my eyes and showed me things that I thought is not much of a concern or attention. Firstly, the part where ustaz said about iman. It then dawned upon me that you have to ensure that it is fortified, that's a strong word there. Stronger than strong. So, I think I have to start somewhere, improve my life and also be the successor to my father  Frankly speaking, he's not going to be here for long and it's up to me to carry the role that my father once used to hold. I feel that the time to start on this journey is now, before maybe something decides to reside in me and prevent me from doing as said. Scary though but nevertheless have a good day. :)

Why is this sudden heart pain coming back? Okay this is really scary. I am scared though. :/

4 more days! Mixed feelings though. I hope some of them change for the better. If not, it's another semester like the previous one. Who knows, maybe there's a couple of new adventures or people I would meet! Heh

I call it the Panadol effect. Whenever you have a headache, the next thing to do is ask for a Panadol because it helps to soothe it. And that's bad if you start getting too reliant on the temporary cure. Hmmm

6 days more and I think I have made some progress on this thought that has been bugging me. There are two event points. One on the day school starts and another which will happen in approximately a month. I will monitor these two events and then after gathering data, something needs to be done.

Am I seriously that boring to be around with? What have I done? Bleah.

One more week till school starts. 7 days left to do some decision making and get ready for the new round of competition.

Gaming my life away. Kinda sad isn't it?

Life is one hell of a journey that makes us stronger. You have a choice, you decide. THIS. ;)

How long can a human hold his/her promise with just hope and sheer willpower?

Watched the last episode of BBT Season 1, yes, I now have the time to complete watching my downloaded bunch of TV series. So there was this really interesting thing that intrigued me. The theory of the Schrödinger's cat. Had a mind blown moment there. And it may have answered some doubts I have too. Hah

Check it out! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCOE__N6v4o (the scene)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOYyCHGWJq4 (the explanation)