Maybe there is an unexplained reason behind it. I hope it is a good one.

Such weak control I have over my attitude, kinda forced some people's boiling point to go off the charts and the rest is history.

Aaand the exam season is back. Usually, there will be weird random events that is going to happen during this period and I really want to see what is it this time round. Why does this always happen? I too can't explain why.

I really am clueless about this and it sucks.

My friend once told me that I'm too loyal. Isn't that a good trait? Hmm no?

It's time to open the door to let opportunities come in. I've been closing the door for too long and it's really getting lonely.

Was it all a lie? I really don't understand it until now

How far are you willing to go?

Tick tech toe

Maybe one day, I will have the courage to really talk to you

Looks like I have become the guardian. So I will wait.

What is this uneasy feeling?

I have this urge to really go overseas for my internship programme. I'm scared but I really want it so badly. Suddenly I don't look forward to the local ones. Urgh decisions. :S

It's not right to see her past. What she left behind were all for a good reason. So I should just stop it and just forget about it. Oh Aziz why did you do this in the first place? Sighs

How far can one's patience go?

Maybe I'm gonna give it a rest. I mean who knows, maybe it was never true.

Overthinking will be the death of you.

I know you are disappointed with me as a son. I can feel that. So I will disappear.

People hate interference. I understand it well.

Out of all the people whom I thought would even know my Islamic birthday, except myself that is, was Dani. Wow. That's really amazing considering what happened during that period of time. So I'm officially 18. Hmm, have I really lived to be the person I imagined when I was young? I sure do feel that I at least accomplished some of what I wanted.