Wasted. Such a total waste.

FUN DAY OUT! :D

But what happens when you keep getting the negative stuff that your body itself can even contain? There's always a tendency of breaking down soon enough. And yes, even guys are not immune to it.

I can operate independently. What makes you think that I can't?

Sometimes I feel that I need to help you. But sometimes I don't find it necessary because you are still falling for him yet again. Nevertheless, I chose to help because I promised you that I will help you in your birthday card. If you recall it that is, and also a promise is always a promise.

On another hand, I really feel like meh because I was the one who waited for so long and in the end it's like I wasn't even the person you consider to be with. So maybe it's true about the phrase 'putting all your eggs in a basket' because alas all the eggs will break and thus all your hopes are broken just like the eggs. I don't want to be in that situation at all.

Bring it on! Even though the math paper really kicked my ass. I still have PEEE. And it looks like we have competitor in this interesting race. :)

As they always say, patience is always a virtue. But I'm a bit confused though, will it be just like last time again? Being the pillar of support all the way? I do give a lot of attention but do I get it back equally? That's the golden question I've been asking myself all the bloody time.

Sometimes you don't know how much distracted I am thinking about you always. I really have to learn to let go. It seems that you just, ah I don't even know what word to describe the feeling. It's ok. Move on aziz.

Study study study. That's what I've been doing these past few days. Am I turning into one of those Singaporean mindless studying robots?

Isn't she a gem? :'D

The Elite Revision Program. I am #2705. Chey kiddeng.

Severely demoralised. Help me. Someone.  :/

Today was really an awesome day because I spent my day with my lovely friends that I usually don't get to spend with when on normal days. Sometimes the bond makes me wonder about how I'm being treated when I'm with another batch of close friends. But nevertheless, I just look towards the bright side for now. :)

What now?