Sometimes I feel that I need to help you. But sometimes I don't find it necessary because you are still falling for him yet again. Nevertheless, I chose to help because I promised you that I will help you in your birthday card. If you recall it that is, and also a promise is always a promise.

On another hand, I really feel like meh because I was the one who waited for so long and in the end it's like I wasn't even the person you consider to be with. So maybe it's true about the phrase 'putting all your eggs in a basket' because alas all the eggs will break and thus all your hopes are broken just like the eggs. I don't want to be in that situation at all.