It's been long since I checked the blog's stats. Very frequent visits by someone from Singapore, who uses a Mac, and surfs using Chrome. Hmm I wonder, who is that person who keeps reading my blog. Thank you for reading it though, it's nothing much actually, just about stuff that happens in my life, that's all.  Really appreciate it so much to whoever that is! ♥

Qada and Qadar

Essentially, destiny is what Allah has decreed. Allah has knowledge of everything in His creation. Nothing occurs except by His will. Human beings are given free will, and it must be made clear that destiny does not have a cause-and-effect influence on the choices humans make. The choices that humans make are all within Allah's knowledge.

In mathematics, the letters x and y are one of the most recognised letters in any equation. So what if the equation has x,y and also z inside? You obviously need to eliminate z because it is unwanted and makes the equation confusing. And that is the sad truth, because z had to be 0 which helped to make x and y, the final answer.

Today was pure awesome. USS with classmates is really a different experience. The kacau kacau, the lepak lepak, the merepek merepek, the stuff you don't get to do in school. Hahaha oh how I really appreciate those moments just now. :')

But why?

Sometimes I wonder, why do I even try to be really tolerant with a lot of things? Hockey was a major one, some of them already lost interest and I still wanted to be in but obviously the talented ones get through. And other stuff too which is quite a handful to list. It's a natural reaction that I cannot help it and I don't know how to put it to good use. Meh :/

Get married at the age of 25. That's my dad's wish. So that means, I have 7 years left of my singlehood. Oh no no no, 5, because of NS. That's fast man... So many things to do in such a small amount of time. Travel overseas, do wacky stuff and enjoy life. :/

Fun day with babat boy and chinese boy today. Hehe

I have to admit that I am devastated and also relieved by the results at the same time. Getting a D for that module was understandable because of the way I prepared for it and yeah, it was inevitable that a pass was what I wanted the most. Sadly, the modules I thought I would get at least an A, didn't turn out as expected. Such false hope and maybe over achieving goals did not help too. 3 semesters have passed and the results just get even worse every time. Honestly, after receiving the results, I really felt lost, insecure and empty. Partly because it was my fault too for not being serious as I thought I would, for the semester. And this morning, I was greeted by a call by somebody, someone who believed in me and gave me hope that I can still make it throughout the remaining time I have in polytechnic. Thank you very much, I really appreciate it. :)

Results tomorrow and I really hope it comes out good. If the target is not reached, then, goodbye world... Nah kidding. Heh

I feel so lost that I keep daydreaming whenever I have free time. And this is bad because it leads me to think of things that doesn't even exist or happen. Such great pains of analysts like me, situation of different outcomes keep being replayed in our heads and being analysed upon. In a nutshell, it's called overthinking. So yeah, we try to think for the best of others yet for ourselves too, which ultimately makes us a confused person. Such a sad life we live.

Neither here nor there.

O really?

Advice of the week, 'to take it slow'. Hmm okay then. See how it goes...

The guy who tried too hard to impress.

Always have this tendency to over analyse things and sometimes underestimate things. When can I get really right? :/