I have to admit that I am devastated and also relieved by the results at the same time. Getting a D for that module was understandable because of the way I prepared for it and yeah, it was inevitable that a pass was what I wanted the most. Sadly, the modules I thought I would get at least an A, didn't turn out as expected. Such false hope and maybe over achieving goals did not help too. 3 semesters have passed and the results just get even worse every time. Honestly, after receiving the results, I really felt lost, insecure and empty. Partly because it was my fault too for not being serious as I thought I would, for the semester. And this morning, I was greeted by a call by somebody, someone who believed in me and gave me hope that I can still make it throughout the remaining time I have in polytechnic. Thank you very much, I really appreciate it. :)