Today's ruqyah workshop really opened my eyes and showed me things that I thought is not much of a concern or attention. Firstly, the part where ustaz said about iman. It then dawned upon me that you have to ensure that it is fortified, that's a strong word there. Stronger than strong. So, I think I have to start somewhere, improve my life and also be the successor to my father  Frankly speaking, he's not going to be here for long and it's up to me to carry the role that my father once used to hold. I feel that the time to start on this journey is now, before maybe something decides to reside in me and prevent me from doing as said. Scary though but nevertheless have a good day. :)