I think the worst feeling I ever had is when my heart starts aching terribly when I think about stuff that I shouldn't have even think of. It's bad. Real bad. I have to like pause for 5 secs to regain my composure and then it's ok. Haiz why do I always inflict these kinds of damages to myself. Maybe it's a sign that I worry too much or even worst, deluding myself from the obvious fact that it already happened. Cmon Aziz, what done is already done, fight for the future. No one would understand it, except yourself. I hope this doesn't keep repeating at random times during the day.